Can you have your cake and eat it, too. That is, can you logically and safely pursue what you think you have to do to get ahead or can you really follow your heart's desire? You may hope so. Indeed, today, the walls that kept you away from doing and being who you want to be are a little thinner, a little more permeable. Old barriers are vanishing. You can do today what yesterday you longed to do. Will it throw a little chaos, a little uncertainly than the current circumstances you so doggedly pursue? Probably. But maybe now is the time and maybe you are stronger than you think.
A little newness, a bit of mystery intrigues you know. You don't have to have all the answers, just a lot of questions about the status quo. Is it still working to satisfy your soul? Do you need a little zap to get you out of your comfort zone and test your abilities a bit?