There is a conflict today - tension between what you need and what you perceive you needs to do for the benefit of others. zMaybe you feel YOU are not being taken of as you ought to be. Needs to socialize and be heard are your need; the need to isolate for the benefit of others is also paramount in your thinking. The tendency for many will be to socialize a little more, bowing to the authorities in their life, but there may be guilt, too, as you are confused about what is best for everyone. Emotionally, you feel the tension between what was and what is now. It isn't easy, but you see clearly that current institutions need to change.