Where have you your talents have been unrecognized? (Sun in Leo square Uranus in Taurus and trine Lilith/Eris in Aries). Perhaps you have not felt the love from those in authority over you (Venus/North Node inconjunct Jupiter/Pluto/Saturn in Capricorn). Therefore, you face the unappetizing choice between losing who you really are and not speaking up., remaining silent so that the people in power will show you some respect.
The trouble is, that is a truly unappetizing scenario - have you ever seen Leo the lion without his roar? He become an ineffectual house cat. And you may not only want to speak, you may have a fire in your belly to do so. (Mercury/Vesta in Cancer is opposing Jupiter/Saturn/Pluto in Capricorn). And to reinforce the feeling Venus and North Node are in Gemini, as stated above, are inconjunct the powerful trio of Jupiter/Pluto/Saturn in Capricorn. There is a fated quality to this yearning to be express yourself. Full steam ahead and damn the consequences.
You need to give your spirit room to be curious about things, to find new facts that challenge old myths. This will be heresy to some, but your curiosity is aroused. If you confine yourself to conform, you are going to feel small. Like buying shoes that pinch, return them and get a pair that is roomy enough for all of you.